i used to be in love.

i used to like the outsiders characters when i was a teenager.
the craziest ones.
i would love to be the addicted wild girl.
the dangerous woman. the one you should never meet.
the wrong. the darkest. the real.
i became sweet, funny and naïve.
a baby girl. love in movement.
ill.
hostil.
real.
real.
real.

so real that hurts.

enough!
i can't. sorry but i can't. i'm alive.
so alive that frightens you.
so alive that my dream came true.
i am the crazy one.
the addicted wild girl.
the dangerous woman.
the one you should never meet.
the wrong.
the darkest.
the real.

my name is charlotte and i am 

fifteen.

years.

old.