lately

i've been reading books upside-down
trying to put my heart on proper time inside the microwave
to burn my mind and soul
properly.
 i've been washing clothes and forgetting them inside the washing machine
until the day that i wake up and get the feeling that clothes on the sun and among flowers and birds
worth it.
i've been dancing alone inside hookers street clubs
making the fetus position inside the swimming pool
quietly.

i've been trying to talk to the moon.
without breathing.